Saturday, March 6, 2010

It's a Brave New World From The Last To The First.


So I think I may have figured out why I’ve been so weird lately. Like why I feel sick all the time, why I had that massive bruise on my neck, and why I’ve been feeling so like down lately. Now before some of you losers suggest something like pregnancy, it sooo isn’t! I’m thinking thyroid disorder.

Mum just suggested this briefly a few days ago and after looking it up, I realised that I have almost every symptom! It says I should have nausea, headaches, sensitivity to heat, and depression. If I do have a thyroid disorder, it would explain so much! Also, I had a bruise a few weeks ago on my neck right where my thyroid gland is, so it’s very possible! Well it seems so to me anyway. I mean, I’ve been acting so fricken weird lately! You should have seen me at the 02 for 30 Seconds to Mars, it probably looked like I was having a breakdown. I couldn't’t stop crying, I was in hysterics! It just wasn’t normal. I kept going back into the crowd, then having to leave to hide down the back again because I kept bursting into tears. I must have looked physco! One guy came up to me and was like ‘are you okay’ and I managed to say ‘Yes’ but in a very agitated tone… I felt bad then, because he was only trying to help!

Anyone who knows me properly should tell that this is NOT normal for me. I’m usually happy and bubbly and all. This was weird. So I told Mum and she has agreed to bring me to the doctor next week.

Yes this is a very short entry but I'm just so happy that i may have finally figured out what the hell is wrong with me. I'm pretty sure someone must have noticed how strange ive been acting lately.Its been driving me crazy anyway.


i have totally fallen in love with this song and this video lately so i thought i would share it with you all =] His voice makes my heart flutter! I'm such a freak! haha!



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