Your Desire Is The Song I Want to Know, You Are My Song, My Melody.

‘You can only move,

As fast as,

Who’s in front of you.

And if you assume just like them,

What good will it do?’

Things are going pretty brilliant at the minute. I have this totally new outlook on things. I think it may be because, over the last while, I've been thinking about the future and what I want to do. I think I'm more motivated? I dunno, but I'm happy with how I am right now. I've written a few ‘goals’ on my white board so I can see them every day when I wake up and although I thought that was a useless thing to do, I'm beginning to wonder if it has actually worked! I'm totally being way more positive and I want to work at things more.

For example, I'm learning a piano piece that I'm gunna use for my leaving cert music, and so far I've only done small bits of it at a time. I was at about page 6 out of 8 yet no matter how much time I had on my hands, I just couldn’t sit down to learn and perfect the last two pages. I loved the song and all, but I just didn’t have that ‘push’ in me. Today I sat down at the piano and spent about 2 hours learning the song and perfecting it. See? 100% more motivation! I don’t know where it has come from but I am enjoying it! It’s such a cool sense of achievement when I learn a song. It’s like one big ‘YEY!’ on the inside! Haha!

Today I started watching Glee online. Yes I also have been taken in by the worlds new favourite programme, but honestly, it is really good. Its oh so very annoying watching online though. Every 72 minutes of watching, the episode I'm watching at that moment stops and a message comes up.

‘You have watched 72 minutes of video today, please wait another 54 minutes to resume watching.’

Dammit! How frustrating. The last time it stopped was only 7 minutes away from the end of the episode... thus I am writing this now while I wait. After that, I shall leave the last 2 episodes in the season till tomorrow.

I have been on the computer all day today and its sunny so I should be ashamed! Yeah... I think I'm going to go offline and practice some piano or something . Glee can wait. Toodles.

By the way, here is the song i finished learning on piano, its really so beautiful :)

Sorry about the fan video with all the cheesy pictures but its the best quality one i can get. I still don't know how to get MP3s on here.

Have a listen, and if you want, let me know what you think. Some of you will probably recognize it from me playing it. I play it for Shell a lot.

Much Love, Nikki .